HAPPY BIRTHDAY

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Hellooo Felix darling, congratulations for getting to the birthday letter. I hope it was fun and that your eyes didn’t fall off.I just wanted to let you know that even tho we are not in an ideal situation — You are the bestest man and I would much rather have this than not having you in my life at all. I am so happy that I get to celebrate you and wish you a happy birthday.I’ve learned so much about you, yet I I want to know even more (everything). I’ve never felt this kind of deep yearning before, to truly understand someone from the inside out. I know there’s so much on your mind and heart, and I want to hold space for all of it.Without exaggeration, you have given me some of the best most unforgettable days and so much comfort. I hope I can provide this for you as well. You deserve it and so much more.I adore that you exist — and even more, that I’m one of the lucky few who gets to know, love and celebrate you.This is all why Im gonna need you to have many more birthdays - and so, most of all, I sincerely wish you good health and then for you to get all the sweet and beautiful things you want in life.Love, Ilhana
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